i no longer ask for your forgiveness
because i have forgiven myself
your words cant bind me down
i am all man
i shall not regret what was said
because it was said
i will not regret what i do
because this is what i do
i have no control over my crave
i will open my jar
and let my maggots fly out
seep into my eyes
and work they’re way into my mind
and chew open the boxes
that hide my truth
we have devastated the line
that separated us from the living
we are now the lie
that keeps the sins lingering
A bird once flew to my ear
and told me the secert of life
that the clouds have never spoke of
and the trees dare not to tell
the flowers meekly whisper to those who have the time to listen
if you can lay among the stars
then they will spell it out
that happiness
only lies there
for those who can accept their destiny
we have began the great escape
they wont know
until the morning comes
by then we’ll be half way to anywhere
dancing in the rain
as the sky cries for our forgivness
we have escape the web that held us down
the spider of this realm cannot
drain our freedom
not knowing where we’ll end
is the best ending we could have ever chose
quickly my dear
cover the prints with leaves
we have escaped
they wont know our names
they wont know a thing
the time has come the walrus said
to dream another dream
the fate of this place
has run its course
and now i must move on to bigger and better things
another luminous fog
i have succumb
maybe this is how it is supposed to be
you must surrender
in order to succed
i have to let go
and the worst will come
with an everlasting after taste of the best
my dearest fog
let me lose myself in you
let me become what i am meant to be
keep me on my track
im afraid
for the end is closing in upon us
it has been slowly working its way to this
ever since it began
my clock began to move
a never ending tick tock
how could this be
i tried to move the arms back
but they keep their path
everyone needs a hug everynow and then
and this is a now.
yet the only person i want to hug
lives across the world it feels
and so the count down begins
until i see
and untill i wont
a sonnet
of loneliness
and i wont tell anyone
how lonely i am
without you
i havent told a soul
that i ache
i wish
i wish i wish i wish
upon my star
for it to crash down
and burn me whole
Mister im not your baby anymore
dont try to feed me your lies
i once guzzled down
because of you i am shriveled up
you have made me the hollowed out shell of a son
i no longer believe in your words
you have lost my trust
i reached out my hand
only to be feed lies to once more
i would pray to the heavens once before
that you would return to me
from when you left me
and yet you returned a new man
you were my hero
i looked up to you
now i have no choice but to
watch below as you drown in your own lies
can you not see
the sins that weep from your mouth
is infecting us all
once i cried over you
in hopes you would cry the way i do
but now i realize you couldnt shed a tear
that has as much despise or sympathy as i
chances have been given
tests have been failed
all i have left to do
is hide beneath the arms of
my own queen
her skin soft with indulgence
Dreams have been realized
goals have been sought after
battles have been won
now its time to take the next step
