another luminous fog
i have succumb
maybe this is how it is supposed to be
you must surrender
in order to succed
i have to let go
and the worst will come
with an everlasting after taste of the best
my dearest fog
let me lose myself in you
let me become what i am meant to be
keep me on my track
im afraid
for the end if closing in upon us
its slowly working its way to us
ever since this began
my clock began to move
a never ending tick tock
how could this be
i try to move the arms back
but the keep their path
I thought i was done with this
done with him
i thought i had finally subsided my feelings
i thought the nightmare of him would disappear
but deep inside i still have his candle
kindled in my heart
his face still embedded into my mind
the way it felt when we had the first kiss
the way he created a sense of belonging
he let me know i meant something
his hand still burns in mine
i still can recall when he broke my heart
when i learnt the first cut is the deepest
when they touched
i felt a little part of me curl up and die
as the pavement seemed to be moving faster then my tears
running into the arms of consulment
curled up in my heaven
sitting next to the entrance of the plantation
thats when i died
and became what you see today
I thought i was done with this
done with him
i thought i had finally subsided my feelings
i thought the nightmare of him would disappear
but deep inside i still have his candle
kindled in my heart
his face still embedded into my mind
the way it felt when we had the first kiss
the way he created a sense of belonging
he let me know i meant something
his hand still burns in mine
i still can recall when he broke my heart
when i learnt the first cut is the deepest
when they touched
i felt a little part of me curl up and die
as the pavement seemed to be moving faster then my tears
running into the arms of consulment
curled up in my heaven
sitting next to the entrance of the plantation
thats when i died
and became what you see today
dont speak to me
you think youre on the top of the ladder
yet you have no realized that there is no ladder
just holes that you have dug yourself
you have fallen and hope the snipe the rest down
into the same pit you have created as your home
a beastly emotion
for i know she cannot fulfill
she is too refined
and this is raw
a diamon cut for a princess
and a shard cut in the sweat shop
a meeting of wondering eyes
a forbidden lust
the thrill of being caught
on the bus we expose what we do
she looks at me but she cant see
he eyes cannot adjust
the mind is set on what she wants to think
that he is with another diamond
not that he is with the shard that lies behind her on the bus
