Archive for August, 2006

The flowers in the graveyard have all gone

So all my hopes

come crashing down

the viper of reality

lurks it mighty head up

and in a smooth strike

it takes down my heart

my body went weak

my mind went numb

as the venom of no

took its course

a fools game

The truth is finally revealed

beautiful reality has tarnished me yet again.

he’s not what I though

simply another greedy man

in my book

seeking attention from everyone who is willing

to give it away

yet why has he done the things he’s done

if he knew how it would end

or is it simply the victim card im playing

again

if fate has taken this course before

then why did i do it again

its fooled me once

its fooled me twice

its fooled me again after

I’m I really the one who so

desperately seeks attention

fools after fools

Terms of endearment

He’s gone

and now im the only one

the once immortal gods

have been reduced to meer mortals

stripped of all that made them

oblivious of their surrondings

Water Snow Air

Pure soul, pure heart

You really are the perfect one

So pure,

So inncocent,

A different kind of hero.

Knowing more than everyone else

Pure as water,

You really are a diiferent kind of hero,

Not a word of contempt.

But if only I had known your intensions wouldn’t  last forever,

Maybe it would have been different,

Things would not have been said,

But,

In the end I am still me

And you are a different kind of hero.

But once my eyes adjusted,

I saw thou

Bustle

There was a time

when we thought we would be together forever

and now

i see that we never made it that far

we tore our hearts out

and bared them to one another

to be consumed

piece by piece

slowly taking it apart

now all i have left is to

regurgitate what is left or forever

of what pieces of memories i still cling to

ever so dearly

like they do

We were young once

we were naiive

then we left

but what happened to what we had

has it simply moved from one to the next

or does it remain inside ourselves

slowly decaying away

like a candle with no wick

waiting to be rekindled once again

i still find the bits and pieces

that prove in reality that it was the truth

that it wasnt just another idea

i simply harped on

and made it become my own reality

it was a tangable thing

not another figmint

but then why does

it fade away as if it was

just another thought

simply something i dreamed up

Chest Hips Underneath Caress Addict

Homosexuala Animala

body’s pressing against another

grinding against one another

to the beat of the song

homosexuality at its best

everyone competing agaist one another

wearing brighter colours

doing their own mating dance

man as primative as beast

lips meeting lips

elders prowling for the next victum

homosexuality at its best

sheeps dressed as wolves

to mix in to the pack

backstabbing at the chance they can

slandering the names of themselves

homsexuality at its best

hebie hebie hebie

This is a story about a girl

who has finally found the pot of gold

at the end of the rainbow

she’s fallen in love

the beautiful feeling

when you’d give up your world

just to be able to hold her hand again

just to spend one more second with her

then after it wouldnt matter anymore

because she’ll have had her moment

her moment of love

her moment of happiness

the moment that you keep locked inside your heart

and hold onto so dearly

yet society has shamed her

she cannot hold her loves hand

when they walk

she cannot display her affection

in the way everyone else can

how she wants to

so that every one can know

she’s in love

that she’s gorgeous

she has dreamt of a place for just she and her

a place where love is more than just her name

my unsung hero

Maybe its just my cynical ways

but darling

youre falling

for him

youre falling

into his trap

you tell me everything he says to you

but it leaves me to wonder

how many girls has he told that to?

darling

youre fooling yourself if you think that youre the only one

maybe its just my cyncial ways of thinking

but i dont trust him

he’s fooling you

he’s slowly stealing from you

stealing your heart

stealing your dependence

my its just my cynical ways

but this cant end well

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